kyrazee

does anyone ever feel like people are too big and too strange and too tangled i feel like that often i cant travel all through around anyone

the feelings here, to describe them, i dont know. ive seen so many things and i do feel a little good-bigger for that but i do feel like a "wrapper poked thru the crack of a window of a passing sedan" ive come against huge waves.  ive honored myself & i have disapointed myself, i want the hugest waves but i dont dive through every one of those all of the time, but one day i will be the person who does im about to set off, and get so lost, and so many waves i know its what i gotta do even if its not what is easy i get scared, mostly of people people wreck me i let them i love them! i only want various things, whole and orb like and wh

this is my onlee immediate outlet here for my excitement! i could bug some people but i dont want to bug any1 so here goez i dunno i dont really have any c00l opportunites really liek sum ppl but lately ive just been really excited to make again, an excitement i havent felt for a long time, def not at school @ school i felt like i was just movin along. but now i am totally free and totally on my own kind of, i can use my arms to get places all on my own, anyplace that i want but im also kinda dooubting my excitement a little because sometimes i would get excited about stupid things that i would think of making and doing and later be like